1 00:00:01,349 --> 00:00:03,741 Previously, on Doc... 2 00:00:03,742 --> 00:00:05,439 Dr. Larsen was in a car accident last night. 3 00:00:08,660 --> 00:00:11,401 She suffered a brain injury. 4 00:00:11,402 --> 00:00:13,099 Wait, where's my family? 5 00:00:13,100 --> 00:00:14,622 They weren't with you. 6 00:00:14,623 --> 00:00:17,451 She has no recollection of the last eight years. 7 00:00:17,452 --> 00:00:19,801 - Babe, what's wrong? - We got divorced. 8 00:00:19,802 --> 00:00:22,108 Where's your brother? Isn't he here? 9 00:00:22,109 --> 00:00:23,631 We lost Danny. 10 00:00:23,632 --> 00:00:26,808 I don't know what I did or who I am now, 11 00:00:26,809 --> 00:00:30,595 but I've wanted to be a doctor my entire life. 12 00:00:35,122 --> 00:00:38,472 So, what's it like being a paralegal? 13 00:00:38,473 --> 00:00:39,995 Basically, I just do 14 00:00:39,996 --> 00:00:43,477 all the work while my boss goes golfing. 15 00:00:43,478 --> 00:00:45,522 Sounds like a dream. 16 00:00:45,523 --> 00:00:47,872 Yeah. 17 00:00:47,873 --> 00:00:49,787 Actually, it's pretty good. 18 00:00:49,788 --> 00:00:54,183 Um, everybody's very nice. 19 00:00:54,184 --> 00:00:57,186 - Are you all right? - Yeah. Um, I-I think I just 20 00:00:57,187 --> 00:00:59,188 need, um... 21 00:00:59,189 --> 00:01:02,018 Would you excuse me for a moment? I'll be back. 22 00:01:02,453 --> 00:01:04,020 Okay. 23 00:01:04,542 --> 00:01:06,282 Careful there. 24 00:01:11,462 --> 00:01:12,593 Mama? 25 00:01:12,594 --> 00:01:16,162 Gracie? Is that you? 26 00:01:16,163 --> 00:01:18,121 You don't recognize me? 27 00:01:23,126 --> 00:01:25,127 I think there's something 28 00:01:25,128 --> 00:01:26,303 wrong with me, Gracie. 29 00:01:27,391 --> 00:01:29,785 I'm sure there is. 30 00:01:39,186 --> 00:01:40,882 Never should've left me, Simone. 31 00:01:45,844 --> 00:01:48,064 Somebody call 911! 32 00:01:59,641 --> 00:02:02,077 All right, here we go. By 2020, 33 00:02:02,078 --> 00:02:04,819 we finally got the files organized electronically. 34 00:02:04,820 --> 00:02:06,908 Right. Thank you, Sammy. 35 00:02:06,909 --> 00:02:08,344 Yeah. You know, you saved my kid's life, 36 00:02:08,345 --> 00:02:10,738 so there's nothing that I wouldn't do for you. 37 00:02:10,739 --> 00:02:13,306 - How is Shannon? - Just got married. 38 00:02:13,307 --> 00:02:17,614 Wow! I... Sorry, she's just still 14 to me. 39 00:02:17,615 --> 00:02:19,747 Yeah. Me, too. Look, 40 00:02:19,748 --> 00:02:23,359 I'm really sorry this happened to you, Dr. Larsen. 41 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:26,580 Well, what's eight years lost time between friends? 42 00:02:42,684 --> 00:02:44,380 Hey, Simone. 43 00:02:44,381 --> 00:02:46,687 I know you're in pain, but we're gonna figure this out, okay? 44 00:02:46,688 --> 00:02:49,994 Would you mind closing the blinds, please. 45 00:02:49,995 --> 00:02:51,432 Yeah. 46 00:02:56,480 --> 00:02:58,916 It's a lupus flare. 47 00:02:58,917 --> 00:03:00,657 - How'd you know that? - Light sensitivity 48 00:03:00,658 --> 00:03:02,443 and a butterfly rash. 49 00:03:04,271 --> 00:03:06,838 You know I can't discuss one patient with another. 50 00:03:08,057 --> 00:03:10,319 Simone, do you have any family we can call? 51 00:03:10,320 --> 00:03:14,149 My daughter, Grace. I put her contact info on the form. 52 00:03:14,150 --> 00:03:16,195 It's okay. I understand. We'll give her a call. 53 00:03:16,196 --> 00:03:18,675 You just try and rest, okay? - Thanks. 54 00:03:18,676 --> 00:03:21,157 All due respect, butt out? 55 00:03:35,824 --> 00:03:38,434 Dr. Larsen is here. 56 00:03:38,435 --> 00:03:40,828 Hey! What are you doing? 57 00:03:40,829 --> 00:03:43,134 I wanted to know what's going on. 58 00:03:43,135 --> 00:03:46,137 - With what? - Um, with me... 59 00:03:46,138 --> 00:03:48,662 being able to practice again. 60 00:03:48,663 --> 00:03:50,446 I had a look at the calendar. 61 00:03:50,447 --> 00:03:52,535 There's a Board meeting today. 62 00:03:52,536 --> 00:03:54,668 Seems like a good time to bring up 63 00:03:54,669 --> 00:03:56,147 the plan for my re-entry. 64 00:03:56,148 --> 00:03:58,193 No, it isn't. 65 00:03:58,194 --> 00:03:59,977 - Why not? - Because you suffered 66 00:03:59,978 --> 00:04:01,501 a traumatic brain injury 67 00:04:01,502 --> 00:04:03,633 and you don't recall the last eight years of your life. 68 00:04:03,634 --> 00:04:04,852 I remember Med school, 69 00:04:04,853 --> 00:04:08,072 residency, more than 10 years of practice. 70 00:04:08,073 --> 00:04:10,292 There's no reason that I-- - Amy, it's been four days 71 00:04:10,293 --> 00:04:11,511 since the accident. 72 00:04:11,512 --> 00:04:13,513 We can revisit you becoming a doctor again 73 00:04:13,514 --> 00:04:14,862 once you're no longer a patient. 74 00:04:14,863 --> 00:04:17,909 Which can only happen if you let yourself heal. 75 00:04:18,693 --> 00:04:21,172 You said you'd help. 76 00:04:21,173 --> 00:04:23,350 I guess you were just humoring me. 77 00:04:25,743 --> 00:04:27,483 We're all still in shock 78 00:04:27,484 --> 00:04:31,400 and praying for Dr. Larsen. 79 00:04:31,401 --> 00:04:36,013 As the new Chief, I have incredibly large shoes to fill, 80 00:04:36,014 --> 00:04:37,928 but I'll do my best. And... 81 00:04:42,717 --> 00:04:44,893 I'll catch up. 82 00:04:47,678 --> 00:04:49,418 I was trying you all day yesterday. 83 00:04:49,419 --> 00:04:51,246 And my assistant told you I was in court. 84 00:04:51,247 --> 00:04:53,292 Dixon autopsy done? - Forensic Pathologist 85 00:04:53,293 --> 00:04:55,685 is out of town. I didn't want to ask again. 86 00:04:55,686 --> 00:04:59,080 - Well, why not? - 'Cause if it shows 87 00:04:59,081 --> 00:05:02,736 Metoprolol in his system, I am screwed. 88 00:05:02,737 --> 00:05:04,346 This could ruin my life, Marcia. 89 00:05:04,347 --> 00:05:06,305 The only one who knows what happens is Dr. Larsen, 90 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:09,395 and she doesn't remember, right? - For now. 91 00:05:09,396 --> 00:05:10,657 But what if that changes? 92 00:05:10,658 --> 00:05:13,095 Just get the results and call me back. 93 00:05:17,229 --> 00:05:20,407 - You know, I texted you. - I saw. 94 00:05:26,238 --> 00:05:28,022 Are you really gonna be like this? 95 00:05:28,023 --> 00:05:29,806 - Are you really surprised? - I filed complaints 96 00:05:29,807 --> 00:05:31,373 against my boss because I was asked 97 00:05:31,374 --> 00:05:34,071 to corroborate patient complaints by her ex-husband, 98 00:05:34,072 --> 00:05:36,291 the CMO. If I had known she was your girlfriend-- 99 00:05:36,292 --> 00:05:38,554 I know people have a hard time being micro-aggressed 100 00:05:38,555 --> 00:05:40,817 these days, but we do not rat each other out. 101 00:05:40,818 --> 00:05:42,471 The woman created a toxic work environment. 102 00:05:42,472 --> 00:05:44,865 Did she? Really? Or did you just feel insecure 103 00:05:44,866 --> 00:05:46,432 because she's smarter? - Spare me 104 00:05:46,433 --> 00:05:47,781 the revisionist history. 105 00:05:47,782 --> 00:05:49,173 She was snarky and condescending 106 00:05:49,174 --> 00:05:52,439 - She lost her kid! - Yeah, I know! We all know! 107 00:05:53,788 --> 00:05:54,788 Doesn't give her the right 108 00:05:54,789 --> 00:05:56,965 to inflict pain on everyone else. 109 00:06:02,405 --> 00:06:05,407 I don't even remember what I was doing when I fell. 110 00:06:05,408 --> 00:06:08,323 I was hallucinating the craziest things. 111 00:06:08,324 --> 00:06:11,152 It was really scary. - I can imagine. 112 00:06:11,153 --> 00:06:13,241 I just wish they knew what was wrong with me. 113 00:06:13,242 --> 00:06:15,199 Do you have low blood pressure? 114 00:06:15,200 --> 00:06:18,115 - No. - Have you had a cold recently? 115 00:06:18,116 --> 00:06:20,074 - Um, no. - Trouble sleeping? 116 00:06:20,075 --> 00:06:21,554 You sound like a bad infomercial. 117 00:06:21,555 --> 00:06:23,947 Sorry. It's a habit. I'm a doctor. 118 00:06:23,948 --> 00:06:27,212 Um, it's time for your fMRI. 119 00:06:31,565 --> 00:06:34,393 I'd be careful weighing in with other patients. 120 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:37,397 May confuse them, make it harder for the doctors. 121 00:06:39,268 --> 00:06:42,705 We look, we look ridiculous. 122 00:06:42,706 --> 00:06:46,274 I can't believe I let you drag me to that concert. 123 00:06:46,275 --> 00:06:49,277 By the time we left, you loved Kiss and Skid Row. 124 00:06:52,237 --> 00:06:55,152 No! I don't remember your wedding. 125 00:06:55,153 --> 00:06:56,850 Did Alice wear white, too? 126 00:06:56,851 --> 00:06:59,766 She did. In 2017, when we got married. 127 00:06:59,767 --> 00:07:01,550 This was last year. 128 00:07:01,551 --> 00:07:04,510 Wait. What? Who did you marry this time? 129 00:07:04,511 --> 00:07:06,250 This would be Wendy. 130 00:07:06,251 --> 00:07:09,080 Wow. We have a lot to talk about. 131 00:07:09,864 --> 00:07:12,387 Yeah. 132 00:07:12,388 --> 00:07:14,868 Hopefully, the fMRI will give us a baseline 133 00:07:14,869 --> 00:07:17,218 of how you process memories. You okay? 134 00:07:17,219 --> 00:07:21,440 Well, I'm a patient in a department I used to run, 135 00:07:21,441 --> 00:07:24,399 and I have partial retrograde amnesia, 136 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:26,967 and I'm mourning my dead son for the second time. 137 00:07:26,968 --> 00:07:30,274 So, no, not really. - I'm sorry. 138 00:07:30,275 --> 00:07:33,582 - Could you give us a minute? - Yup. 139 00:07:33,583 --> 00:07:35,063 Thanks. 140 00:07:37,108 --> 00:07:39,022 Can you talk to Michael for me? 141 00:07:39,023 --> 00:07:40,589 Sure. About what? 142 00:07:40,590 --> 00:07:44,245 Well, he said that he would help me come back to work, 143 00:07:44,246 --> 00:07:47,248 but now he... I, I need you to push him. 144 00:07:47,249 --> 00:07:51,165 I-I can't do that, Amy. 145 00:07:51,166 --> 00:07:54,037 Why not? I-I've got all my medical knowledge 146 00:07:54,038 --> 00:07:55,517 up until 2016 147 00:07:55,518 --> 00:07:57,693 There could be other large pockets of memory loss. 148 00:07:57,694 --> 00:07:59,434 And we don't know yet if the trauma affected 149 00:07:59,435 --> 00:08:02,263 your cognitive reasoning. I just can't give you false hope. 150 00:08:02,264 --> 00:08:05,266 At the worst time in your life, I was there! 151 00:08:05,267 --> 00:08:07,747 I was always there for you! But now-- 152 00:08:07,748 --> 00:08:08,965 I was there! 153 00:08:08,966 --> 00:08:10,924 During all that time you don't remember! 154 00:08:10,925 --> 00:08:12,403 With Danny, with your divorce, 155 00:08:12,404 --> 00:08:14,101 when you pushed everyone away, 156 00:08:14,102 --> 00:08:16,320 there was one person who didn't let you. 157 00:08:16,321 --> 00:08:18,932 One person always by your side. 158 00:08:18,933 --> 00:08:21,630 And that was me. 159 00:08:21,631 --> 00:08:24,460 I guess I'll just have to take your word for it. 160 00:08:25,635 --> 00:08:28,071 Amy? Amy? 161 00:08:28,072 --> 00:08:29,683 Can we go, please? 162 00:08:42,260 --> 00:08:44,740 I told Michael I wanted to be alone. 163 00:08:44,741 --> 00:08:46,134 I know. 164 00:08:47,222 --> 00:08:49,529 But it's been six days. 165 00:08:51,008 --> 00:08:52,879 That'll make me feel like crap. 166 00:08:52,880 --> 00:08:55,316 A huge benefit of physical pain 167 00:08:55,317 --> 00:08:58,407 is that it can distract from mental anguish. 168 00:09:00,496 --> 00:09:03,237 So, here's the thing. We're gonna eat. 169 00:09:03,238 --> 00:09:05,500 Watch whatever show you pick. 170 00:09:05,501 --> 00:09:08,809 But after that, it's time to take a shower and stop hiding. 171 00:09:13,596 --> 00:09:15,076 I can't. 172 00:09:19,036 --> 00:09:21,821 I can't leave this room. 173 00:09:21,822 --> 00:09:24,214 - Why not? - Because in here, 174 00:09:24,215 --> 00:09:28,218 it's still okay. In here, Danny's still alive. 175 00:09:28,219 --> 00:09:30,264 He's just down the hall, making a Lego fort 176 00:09:30,265 --> 00:09:33,354 and eating caramels. But out there... 177 00:09:33,355 --> 00:09:36,749 Out there, you still have a daughter 178 00:09:36,750 --> 00:09:39,403 and patients who need you. 179 00:09:39,404 --> 00:09:41,754 You need to go be a mother to her. 180 00:09:41,755 --> 00:09:45,584 And do the thing you do best in this world. 181 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:49,284 And that starts with leaving this room. 182 00:09:53,854 --> 00:09:55,159 'Kay. 183 00:09:55,899 --> 00:09:57,727 Okay. 184 00:09:59,207 --> 00:10:01,121 Hey, Lucy. What have we got? 185 00:10:01,122 --> 00:10:03,211 Two new admissions last night. 186 00:10:05,822 --> 00:10:07,344 Hey, how you doing? 187 00:10:07,345 --> 00:10:10,565 I'm okay, Richard. 188 00:10:10,566 --> 00:10:15,178 We didn't really get a chance to talk at the... funeral. 189 00:10:15,179 --> 00:10:17,181 I'm just so sorry. 190 00:10:17,791 --> 00:10:19,139 Thank you. 191 00:10:19,140 --> 00:10:24,145 Well, just know that I am here for whatever, okay? 192 00:10:25,450 --> 00:10:27,495 - Yeah. - I can cover for you 193 00:10:27,496 --> 00:10:29,715 if you need more time at home- - I don't need more time 194 00:10:29,716 --> 00:10:31,064 at home. 195 00:10:31,065 --> 00:10:32,893 I need you to stop talking. 196 00:10:38,638 --> 00:10:39,726 Richard! 197 00:10:41,902 --> 00:10:45,253 You... It's so good to see you. 198 00:10:48,473 --> 00:10:49,909 Well, I'd ask how you're feeling, 199 00:10:49,910 --> 00:10:52,651 but you look like you're doing better than I am. 200 00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:56,219 I heard you became Chief. Congrats. 201 00:10:56,220 --> 00:10:57,960 I'd prefer it would have happened 202 00:10:57,961 --> 00:11:00,267 under different circumstances. - It is what it is. 203 00:11:00,268 --> 00:11:02,443 I'm happy for you. 204 00:11:02,444 --> 00:11:05,665 Thank you, Amy. It's good to see you up and around. 205 00:11:07,971 --> 00:11:09,669 I can walk from here. 206 00:11:14,021 --> 00:11:15,108 Hey! - Hey! 207 00:11:15,109 --> 00:11:16,283 Where ya going so fast? 208 00:11:16,284 --> 00:11:17,588 I didn't know where you were. 209 00:11:17,589 --> 00:11:19,547 I brought some fresh clothes and toiletries, 210 00:11:19,548 --> 00:11:22,290 left them on the bed. - Thanks! 211 00:11:24,466 --> 00:11:26,119 I can't stop looking at you. 212 00:11:26,120 --> 00:11:27,774 You're so grown up. 213 00:11:28,513 --> 00:11:30,471 Can you sit for a bit? 214 00:11:30,472 --> 00:11:33,474 Can only stay a few minutes. 215 00:11:33,475 --> 00:11:35,694 I had a free period, but I gotta get back for History. 216 00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:37,608 We haven't even talked about school. 217 00:11:37,609 --> 00:11:39,698 High school! Do you like it? 218 00:11:39,699 --> 00:11:44,746 Yeah! I, um, I'm taking a lot of AP science classes. 219 00:11:44,747 --> 00:11:48,489 I wanna be a doctor. - That's fantastic! 220 00:11:48,490 --> 00:11:50,621 You tried to talk me out of it. 221 00:11:50,622 --> 00:11:52,885 - Why would I do that? - You said that medicine 222 00:11:52,886 --> 00:11:55,888 used to be an art. And then it was a science. 223 00:11:55,889 --> 00:11:58,325 Now, it's just a business. 224 00:11:58,326 --> 00:12:01,329 Wow. I was pretty cynical. 225 00:12:02,373 --> 00:12:04,679 I really gotta go. Um... 226 00:12:04,680 --> 00:12:06,376 I'll try to visit tomorrow, okay? 227 00:12:06,377 --> 00:12:08,814 Katie, what's wrong? I... 228 00:12:08,815 --> 00:12:12,426 Did something happen? 229 00:12:12,427 --> 00:12:15,646 Um, a lot happened. 230 00:12:15,647 --> 00:12:21,043 Well, I could you tell me so we could figure it out? 231 00:12:21,044 --> 00:12:25,657 It's been eight years, Mom. I can't do this now. 232 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:34,187 Well, we got your labs back. Your platelets are a little low. 233 00:12:34,188 --> 00:12:36,058 Is that bad? 234 00:12:36,059 --> 00:12:39,497 That's not unusual after all the fluids they've given you. 235 00:12:40,411 --> 00:12:42,456 What? I-I was talking to Simone. 236 00:12:42,457 --> 00:12:44,240 She's a doctor, too. 237 00:12:44,241 --> 00:12:46,112 Yes, I'm aware. 238 00:12:46,113 --> 00:12:48,201 Your red cell count's also low 239 00:12:48,202 --> 00:12:49,942 and you're showing clinical signs of anemia. 240 00:12:49,943 --> 00:12:51,900 So we gotta make sure we're just looking at a lupus flare 241 00:12:51,901 --> 00:12:53,380 and you're not getting worse, so you're gonna need 242 00:12:53,381 --> 00:12:55,382 a blood transfusion - Might be hard to find 243 00:12:55,383 --> 00:12:57,297 compatible blood that her body won't attack. 244 00:12:57,298 --> 00:12:59,516 She's right. I've been transfused a lot. 245 00:12:59,517 --> 00:13:01,344 I know it can be more difficult, which is why 246 00:13:01,345 --> 00:13:03,042 I started the type and cross hours ago. 247 00:13:03,043 --> 00:13:04,739 And in the meantime, I'm gonna put you on some 248 00:13:04,740 --> 00:13:07,350 IV fluids, get you a small dose of steroids. Okay? 249 00:13:07,351 --> 00:13:09,570 - 'Kay. - In case you're tempted 250 00:13:09,571 --> 00:13:12,313 to get a second opinion, don't. 251 00:13:13,314 --> 00:13:14,488 Okay. 252 00:13:14,489 --> 00:13:17,447 'Kay. I'll come back and check on you. 253 00:13:17,448 --> 00:13:19,623 And the status of Dr. Larsen? 254 00:13:19,624 --> 00:13:23,453 She's out of ICU, correct? - Yes. And recovering nicely. 255 00:13:23,454 --> 00:13:25,673 Good. I'm told that 256 00:13:25,674 --> 00:13:28,632 the transition has been seamless. 257 00:13:28,633 --> 00:13:32,723 Now, the nurses' contract is up for negotiation, 258 00:13:32,724 --> 00:13:36,598 so let's have a look. We sh-- 259 00:13:38,426 --> 00:13:42,908 Dr. Larsen. 260 00:13:42,909 --> 00:13:46,520 Good to see you up and about. - It's good to see you, Max. 261 00:13:46,521 --> 00:13:49,523 Glad you're still here. 262 00:13:49,524 --> 00:13:52,092 I'm CEO now, actually. 263 00:13:53,658 --> 00:13:55,964 So what can we do for you? - Well, I-I came to talk 264 00:13:55,965 --> 00:14:01,841 about my future. Um, about, um, returning to work. 265 00:14:03,277 --> 00:14:07,454 A bit premature, wouldn't you say? 266 00:14:07,455 --> 00:14:11,414 No. I was an Attending Physician in 2016. 267 00:14:11,415 --> 00:14:13,155 I don't see any reason that I couldn't 268 00:14:13,156 --> 00:14:16,289 return at that level. - Well, given the neurological 269 00:14:16,290 --> 00:14:17,812 issues and the potential-- 270 00:14:17,813 --> 00:14:19,859 We can set up testing for that. 271 00:14:21,295 --> 00:14:24,951 Dr. Miller? What do you think? 272 00:14:27,779 --> 00:14:32,131 We know that Dr. Larsen was an excellent physician 273 00:14:32,132 --> 00:14:33,654 prior to the accident. 274 00:14:33,655 --> 00:14:36,135 But we have no real way of knowing 275 00:14:36,136 --> 00:14:37,658 what her capabilities will be. 276 00:14:37,659 --> 00:14:41,270 And it's not so simple as rewinding to 2016. 277 00:14:41,271 --> 00:14:43,838 A great many procedures and protocols have changed-- 278 00:14:43,839 --> 00:14:45,840 - I can relearn those! - Even if you could, 279 00:14:45,841 --> 00:14:48,364 what do we tell patients? Are we obligated to disclose? 280 00:14:48,365 --> 00:14:52,413 We would have to consider every potential repercussion. 281 00:14:54,284 --> 00:14:55,763 Look, it might help to know 282 00:14:55,764 --> 00:14:58,244 if there are any precedents for this. 283 00:14:58,245 --> 00:15:01,508 No case is exactly the same, but, yes, there are. 284 00:15:01,509 --> 00:15:03,771 There's a Dr. Jeff Grenis out of Dallas. 285 00:15:03,772 --> 00:15:07,035 And a Dr. Nina Richman in Tulsa. 286 00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:09,603 That is irrelevant until we know the full extent 287 00:15:09,604 --> 00:15:12,214 of your injury. But to be honest, 288 00:15:12,215 --> 00:15:15,522 you barging in here like this indicates impulsivity 289 00:15:15,523 --> 00:15:17,480 and a lack of sound reasoning. 290 00:15:17,481 --> 00:15:20,789 Both of which can be byproducts of your TBI. 291 00:15:24,358 --> 00:15:27,969 I am not impaired, Dr. Kumara. 292 00:15:27,970 --> 00:15:32,105 I'm passionate about getting back to being a doctor. 293 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:38,720 Well, thank you for making your case. 294 00:15:39,764 --> 00:15:41,984 We'll need to discuss it further. 295 00:15:53,604 --> 00:15:57,477 I'm Amy. I'm Simone's roommate. 296 00:15:57,478 --> 00:15:59,740 Hi, I'm Grace. Her daughter. 297 00:15:59,741 --> 00:16:02,917 I didn't wanna wake her. 298 00:16:02,918 --> 00:16:04,875 I'm sure she'd love to see you. 299 00:16:04,876 --> 00:16:06,486 Do you know what happened to her? 300 00:16:06,487 --> 00:16:09,750 She passed out, fell. 301 00:16:09,751 --> 00:16:12,144 The doctors think it's due to her lupus. 302 00:16:12,145 --> 00:16:13,972 Wait. She has lupus? 303 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:16,409 You didn't know? 304 00:16:16,410 --> 00:16:19,238 I guess she didn't want to worry me. 305 00:16:19,239 --> 00:16:21,022 That's really bad, right? 306 00:16:21,023 --> 00:16:23,416 It's an autoimmune disease. 307 00:16:23,417 --> 00:16:25,461 It's chronic, but-- - Is it painful? 308 00:16:25,462 --> 00:16:29,204 It can be. The body has these flares where it attacks itself. 309 00:16:29,205 --> 00:16:33,078 It comes and goes, it's different for everybody. 310 00:16:33,079 --> 00:16:35,168 Can't believe she didn't tell me. 311 00:16:40,782 --> 00:16:42,218 Hi. 312 00:16:45,569 --> 00:16:46,962 What's wrong? 313 00:16:50,487 --> 00:16:51,705 I'm gonna call a doctor. 314 00:16:53,969 --> 00:16:54,838 Mom! Hold on! 315 00:16:54,839 --> 00:16:56,101 How can I help you? 316 00:16:56,102 --> 00:16:57,232 Call Dr. Heller! 317 00:16:57,233 --> 00:16:59,278 Tell him his patient's hypoxic! Hurry! 318 00:16:59,279 --> 00:17:02,542 Somebody do something! 319 00:17:02,543 --> 00:17:04,326 Get her on a non-rebreather. Call RT. 320 00:17:04,327 --> 00:17:06,589 Tell 'em she might need BiPap. And let radiology know 321 00:17:06,590 --> 00:17:10,941 that we need a portable chest X-ray. Do it! Now! 322 00:17:12,031 --> 00:17:14,858 Simone! I'm gonna turn up your oxygen. 323 00:17:14,859 --> 00:17:16,469 Hey, hey, hey! Get away from her! 324 00:17:16,470 --> 00:17:18,298 - What are you doing? - Well... 325 00:17:27,959 --> 00:17:29,960 You do know I'm trying to sleep? 326 00:17:29,961 --> 00:17:32,485 You have a bed for that. At home. 327 00:17:32,486 --> 00:17:34,662 I have patients who need me. 328 00:17:39,710 --> 00:17:42,103 But you're not on call, Amy. 329 00:17:42,104 --> 00:17:43,409 What're you doing? 330 00:17:43,410 --> 00:17:46,325 I'm doing what you told me to do. 331 00:17:46,326 --> 00:17:49,545 I am putting one foot in front of the other, 332 00:17:49,546 --> 00:17:53,810 trying like hell to survive. 333 00:17:53,811 --> 00:17:55,595 It looks to me like you're flirting with some 334 00:17:55,596 --> 00:17:57,205 pretty serious denial. 335 00:17:57,206 --> 00:18:00,513 Denial is one of the stages of grief, Yoda. 336 00:18:00,514 --> 00:18:02,863 Not if it's deliberate. 337 00:18:02,864 --> 00:18:05,910 Pain won't go away faster if you ignore it. 338 00:18:08,826 --> 00:18:11,090 It will for tonight. 339 00:18:21,578 --> 00:18:23,405 Simone Canto is still hypoxic? 340 00:18:23,406 --> 00:18:26,060 Yeah. Yeah, not sure why. 341 00:18:26,061 --> 00:18:27,888 Her body respond appropriately to the transfusion? 342 00:18:27,889 --> 00:18:29,933 We don't know yet, but there seems to be 343 00:18:29,934 --> 00:18:31,892 some hemolytic anemia at play. 344 00:18:31,893 --> 00:18:34,024 Well, given the lupus, I'd up her steroids. 345 00:18:34,025 --> 00:18:35,504 That's what I was considering. 346 00:18:35,505 --> 00:18:40,422 And I heard Dr. Larsen was ordering the nurses around? 347 00:18:40,423 --> 00:18:43,033 That's just people gossiping. She was trying to help. 348 00:18:43,034 --> 00:18:45,471 Well, clearly, she can't. 349 00:18:45,472 --> 00:18:47,212 I'm assuming you told her as much? 350 00:18:47,213 --> 00:18:48,561 Dr. Miller? 351 00:18:48,562 --> 00:18:51,739 Pathology called. Dixon autopsy results are back. 352 00:18:56,135 --> 00:18:57,962 We can talk more about this later. 353 00:19:03,751 --> 00:19:05,621 Conquering hero returns. 354 00:19:05,622 --> 00:19:07,449 Well, my patients don't mind waiting. 355 00:19:07,450 --> 00:19:10,235 Although it seems I missed a lot of other drama. 356 00:19:10,236 --> 00:19:11,758 How's Dr. Larsen doing? 357 00:19:11,759 --> 00:19:14,761 Surprisingly well, considering. 358 00:19:14,762 --> 00:19:18,808 - Can I see the Dixon results? - Yeah. 359 00:19:18,809 --> 00:19:23,944 Not much to see. COD was cardiopulmonary arrest. 360 00:19:23,945 --> 00:19:26,729 He aspirated on lunch, got hypoxic. 361 00:19:26,730 --> 00:19:28,818 One thing didn't add up, though. 362 00:19:28,819 --> 00:19:30,385 Toxicology showed beta blockers, 363 00:19:30,386 --> 00:19:33,389 but they weren't listed on administered meds. 364 00:19:34,651 --> 00:19:36,870 He was taking Metoprolol. 365 00:19:36,871 --> 00:19:40,134 Was that not in his charts? I can update that. 366 00:19:40,135 --> 00:19:42,963 Yeah, you know, but given his age and conditions, 367 00:19:42,964 --> 00:19:45,618 I did wonder why Dr. Larsen requested the post-mortem 368 00:19:45,619 --> 00:19:47,968 - in the first place. - Yeah... 369 00:19:47,969 --> 00:19:50,231 Dixon's kids pushed for it. 370 00:19:50,232 --> 00:19:51,407 Well... 371 00:19:52,495 --> 00:19:54,367 Sorry this won't help them. 372 00:19:55,324 --> 00:19:56,369 - Thanks. - Yup. 373 00:20:05,160 --> 00:20:08,031 - How's she doing? - Not good. 374 00:20:08,032 --> 00:20:10,251 Grace, I promise you, I'm not gonna stop 375 00:20:10,252 --> 00:20:12,558 until I figure this out. - Yeah, you said that already, 376 00:20:12,559 --> 00:20:14,777 but what are you actually doing?! 377 00:20:26,050 --> 00:20:30,141 Hey! If you want, I can help you. 378 00:20:31,534 --> 00:20:33,100 Look, I know I'm... 379 00:20:33,101 --> 00:20:35,276 I'm not exactly myself right now, 380 00:20:35,277 --> 00:20:38,019 but I remember more than I've forgotten. 381 00:20:40,456 --> 00:20:43,329 I guess there's no harm in discussing a hypothetical. 382 00:20:43,851 --> 00:20:46,374 Okay. So... 383 00:20:46,375 --> 00:20:49,072 Let's say you had a female patient with lupus, 384 00:20:49,073 --> 00:20:50,726 increased work of breathing. 385 00:20:50,727 --> 00:20:53,251 Chest X-ray shows reduced lung volumes. 386 00:20:53,252 --> 00:20:55,253 It could be the start of an infection. 387 00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:57,385 She is immunosuppressed. - Or the lupus is attacking 388 00:20:57,386 --> 00:20:59,474 her lungs. Her body's destroying the blood products 389 00:20:59,475 --> 00:21:01,346 we're giving her, and her platelets are still low. 390 00:21:01,347 --> 00:21:03,478 - So, what are you considering? - A high dose of steroids 391 00:21:03,479 --> 00:21:05,263 to try to stop any inflammation in its tracks. 392 00:21:05,264 --> 00:21:07,221 But that is like bombing a school 393 00:21:07,222 --> 00:21:09,223 because there's a terrorist inside. 394 00:21:09,224 --> 00:21:11,094 Yeah, well, I saw you do it a few times. 395 00:21:11,095 --> 00:21:12,879 Well, I must've been sure 396 00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:14,663 that there was no evidence of infection. 397 00:21:14,664 --> 00:21:16,056 Cultures are sent and pending. 398 00:21:16,057 --> 00:21:18,232 So what antibiotics is she on? 399 00:21:18,233 --> 00:21:20,626 None. There's a lotta protocols these days to 400 00:21:20,627 --> 00:21:22,192 try to avoid overprescribing. 401 00:21:22,193 --> 00:21:24,194 Besides, her white cell count's not elevated. 402 00:21:24,195 --> 00:21:25,674 She's got no cough. No fever. 403 00:21:25,675 --> 00:21:27,110 There's no real evidence of infection. 404 00:21:27,111 --> 00:21:29,069 And, yet, she is getting sicker. 405 00:21:29,070 --> 00:21:30,810 Look, I get there are risks, 406 00:21:30,811 --> 00:21:32,638 but if it's the start of pneumonia, 407 00:21:32,639 --> 00:21:35,293 you're already behind the 8-ball. 408 00:21:35,294 --> 00:21:37,296 You're losing her. 409 00:21:41,822 --> 00:21:43,824 I lied to you. 410 00:21:45,129 --> 00:21:48,089 I haven't seen my mom in four years. 411 00:21:49,133 --> 00:21:50,961 She refused to come to my wedding. 412 00:21:52,963 --> 00:21:56,226 You-you must've been so young. 413 00:21:56,227 --> 00:21:57,316 Nineteen. 414 00:21:58,795 --> 00:22:01,884 That was her point. She didn't like him, 415 00:22:01,885 --> 00:22:03,495 thought he would hold me back. 416 00:22:03,496 --> 00:22:07,543 The things I said to her, you... can't take them back. 417 00:22:08,805 --> 00:22:10,938 And we're both so stubborn. 418 00:22:13,201 --> 00:22:16,159 What if she doesn't get to meet my son? 419 00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:18,466 Or if she dies before I can tell her 420 00:22:18,467 --> 00:22:20,120 how much I love her? 421 00:22:20,121 --> 00:22:23,384 I just, I thought that I would have more time. 422 00:22:23,385 --> 00:22:26,605 One thing I can tell you, as a mom, 423 00:22:26,606 --> 00:22:30,609 she's fighting so hard to get back to you right now. 424 00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:32,133 So, you have kids? 425 00:22:33,439 --> 00:22:35,570 I... 426 00:22:35,571 --> 00:22:38,138 I have a daughter. 427 00:22:38,139 --> 00:22:40,793 A few years younger than you. 428 00:22:40,794 --> 00:22:44,231 And we've had a rocky road too. 429 00:22:44,232 --> 00:22:47,452 Maybe she can't talk to you right now, 430 00:22:47,453 --> 00:22:49,542 but she's still here. 431 00:22:51,848 --> 00:22:54,197 Excuse me. 432 00:22:54,198 --> 00:22:56,983 Amy, can I have a word? 433 00:22:56,984 --> 00:22:58,811 She's so worried about her mom. 434 00:22:58,812 --> 00:23:00,813 It looked like a lupus flare at first, 435 00:23:00,814 --> 00:23:02,641 but I'm not so sure anymore and-- 436 00:23:02,642 --> 00:23:04,164 Listen, Amy. 437 00:23:04,165 --> 00:23:05,905 I know. Crashing that meeting 438 00:23:05,906 --> 00:23:07,210 wasn't my finest moment, but I need-- 439 00:23:07,211 --> 00:23:08,777 The Board has decided against 440 00:23:08,778 --> 00:23:11,085 you coming back to work here. 441 00:23:14,305 --> 00:23:17,830 I have no support in that room? What about Max? 442 00:23:17,831 --> 00:23:21,137 There have been a number of HR complaints against you. 443 00:23:21,138 --> 00:23:23,270 Your reputation is not good. 444 00:23:23,271 --> 00:23:24,489 So, what are you saying, 445 00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:27,013 that I-I-I won't practice medicine again? 446 00:23:27,014 --> 00:23:29,015 All I'm saying... 447 00:23:29,016 --> 00:23:32,976 nobody sees a road that makes sense right now. 448 00:23:34,282 --> 00:23:36,153 There's something else. 449 00:23:38,852 --> 00:23:40,374 Katie. 450 00:23:40,375 --> 00:23:46,990 She's been through a lot. She needs space and time. 451 00:24:01,570 --> 00:24:02,788 All right. Who's next? 452 00:24:02,789 --> 00:24:05,965 Gladys Laffler, 453 00:24:05,966 --> 00:24:08,533 um, 76, a-fib. 454 00:24:08,534 --> 00:24:11,274 Course of treatment is rivaroxaban. 455 00:24:11,275 --> 00:24:13,495 What are her bleeding risk factors? 456 00:24:14,409 --> 00:24:15,541 Um... 457 00:24:16,803 --> 00:24:19,239 I forgot to ask. 458 00:24:19,240 --> 00:24:22,634 If she just had major surgery, blood thinners could kill her. 459 00:24:22,635 --> 00:24:25,071 Sorry. I-I'll do better 460 00:24:25,072 --> 00:24:27,073 You already know what you're supposed to do. 461 00:24:27,074 --> 00:24:28,727 What's gonna change? - Dr. Larsen, 462 00:24:28,728 --> 00:24:32,861 she's still a student - Sonya, do you want to be here? 463 00:24:32,862 --> 00:24:34,210 - What? - Because when somebody 464 00:24:34,211 --> 00:24:36,082 is this blatantly negligent, 465 00:24:36,083 --> 00:24:37,953 it usually means they're trying to fail. 466 00:24:37,954 --> 00:24:40,173 Why don't you take the rest of the day off 467 00:24:40,174 --> 00:24:41,957 and consider that not everybody's 468 00:24:41,958 --> 00:24:43,612 meant to be a doctor. 469 00:24:49,357 --> 00:24:51,576 I know you're gunning for Chief now, 470 00:24:51,577 --> 00:24:55,581 but... you can't speak to people that way. 471 00:24:56,973 --> 00:24:58,453 Well, I just did. 472 00:25:02,065 --> 00:25:03,589 Normal gait. 473 00:25:09,246 --> 00:25:11,292 'Kay. Now heel to toe. 474 00:25:13,163 --> 00:25:16,515 Great. Now, Romberg's. Eyes closed. 475 00:25:19,169 --> 00:25:21,737 Okay. Great. Now, sit on the table, please. 476 00:25:23,043 --> 00:25:24,957 What is this called? - A cup. 477 00:25:24,958 --> 00:25:27,351 - Where are you right now? - In hell. 478 00:25:49,199 --> 00:25:51,157 Where's Simone Canto? 479 00:25:51,158 --> 00:25:53,507 Please tell me. 480 00:25:53,508 --> 00:25:56,771 She was burning up. Respiratory distress. 481 00:25:56,772 --> 00:25:57,730 She's in the ICU. 482 00:26:01,037 --> 00:26:02,342 Dr. Larsen? 483 00:26:02,343 --> 00:26:04,518 Listen, I got some 12-year-old 484 00:26:04,519 --> 00:26:06,259 who don't know his ass from his elbow 485 00:26:06,260 --> 00:26:07,956 keeps saying I gotta have more tests. 486 00:26:07,957 --> 00:26:09,829 I'm so sorry, I'm not working today. 487 00:26:13,789 --> 00:26:15,095 Dr. Heller! 488 00:26:15,878 --> 00:26:17,444 How's Simone? 489 00:26:17,445 --> 00:26:19,577 We had to intubate and get her on a ventilator. 490 00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:21,753 - I don't understand. Why? - She's coughing up blood. 491 00:26:21,754 --> 00:26:24,320 CT of her lungs showed diffuse pulmonary hemorrhages. 492 00:26:24,321 --> 00:26:26,714 She was spiking fevers, so it's a good thing 493 00:26:26,715 --> 00:26:29,369 we got her on the antibiotics. - No, it was not a good thing. 494 00:26:29,370 --> 00:26:31,371 We did a bronch, showed bloody return. 495 00:26:31,372 --> 00:26:33,591 Prelim stains didn't demonstrate any evidence of infection, 496 00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:37,333 but now she's showing signs of C diff. 497 00:26:37,334 --> 00:26:41,294 That I caused by pushing that treatment. I made it worse. 498 00:26:41,295 --> 00:26:43,558 I doubt she makes it through the night. 499 00:26:44,777 --> 00:26:46,865 I'm so sorry. 500 00:26:46,866 --> 00:26:49,738 It's my patient. My mistake. 501 00:27:05,232 --> 00:27:07,712 After the transfusion, she continued to decline. 502 00:27:07,713 --> 00:27:09,757 I put her on broad-spectrum antibiotics. 503 00:27:09,758 --> 00:27:12,455 And why not up her steroids, like we talked about? 504 00:27:12,456 --> 00:27:15,242 I couldn't be sure that she didn't have an infection. 505 00:27:17,548 --> 00:27:19,593 Look, this was a tough call. Why am I being reprimanded? 506 00:27:19,594 --> 00:27:24,250 The patient's daughter saw you conferring with Dr. Larsen. 507 00:27:24,251 --> 00:27:26,948 Did you know that she crashed the Board meeting 508 00:27:26,949 --> 00:27:29,342 to beg for her job back? 509 00:27:29,343 --> 00:27:30,648 Simone Canto 510 00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:33,389 is on a ventilator because you deferred 511 00:27:33,390 --> 00:27:36,436 to the judgment of a patient with a TBI. 512 00:27:36,437 --> 00:27:38,568 We've already heard from Ms. Canto's law firm. 513 00:27:38,569 --> 00:27:41,702 If she dies, which is likely, 514 00:27:41,703 --> 00:27:44,313 her daughter will pursue a complaint of malpractice. 515 00:27:44,314 --> 00:27:47,360 And, as for you, there'll be a hearing. 516 00:27:47,361 --> 00:27:50,799 I'd count on being suspended, if not terminated. 517 00:28:09,992 --> 00:28:12,299 It... It was an accident. 518 00:28:14,954 --> 00:28:16,476 I heard what happened with your roommate 519 00:28:16,477 --> 00:28:18,914 I... I said it was an accident. 520 00:28:22,222 --> 00:28:23,657 What do you want? 521 00:28:23,658 --> 00:28:26,965 Well, your scans remain stable. 522 00:28:26,966 --> 00:28:28,706 You're healing well, 523 00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:30,795 and there's not much more we can do for you here 524 00:28:30,796 --> 00:28:34,538 at the hospital, so you can go home. 525 00:28:38,586 --> 00:28:40,456 - What are these? - Keppra, 526 00:28:40,457 --> 00:28:42,502 prevent possible seizures. 527 00:28:42,503 --> 00:28:44,417 You'll need to come back in a week for a wound check, 528 00:28:44,418 --> 00:28:46,332 get your staples removed. 529 00:28:46,333 --> 00:28:47,768 PT, cognitive therapy, 530 00:28:47,769 --> 00:28:49,727 TMS'll be on an outpatient basis. 531 00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:52,164 Dr. Maitra will be by in a minute 532 00:28:52,165 --> 00:28:53,513 for your wound dressing change 533 00:28:53,514 --> 00:28:55,690 and to sign your discharge papers. 534 00:28:58,214 --> 00:29:01,565 Can I give you a ride home? 535 00:29:23,718 --> 00:29:25,110 God. 536 00:29:25,111 --> 00:29:27,460 This looks like a showroom. 537 00:29:27,461 --> 00:29:29,201 How long have I lived here? 538 00:29:29,202 --> 00:29:31,725 Almost five years. 539 00:29:31,726 --> 00:29:34,423 When you moved out of the house, this is where you came. 540 00:29:34,424 --> 00:29:35,685 It was already furnished. 541 00:29:35,686 --> 00:29:39,038 You haven't done much with it. 542 00:29:40,039 --> 00:29:43,390 That's a relief. I guess. 543 00:29:44,565 --> 00:29:46,741 - Want a tour? - Sure. 544 00:29:47,829 --> 00:29:49,569 Living room. 545 00:29:49,570 --> 00:29:53,442 Kitchen. I stocked the fridge. 546 00:29:53,443 --> 00:29:57,403 - Nice view at least. - Pool and tennis courts, too. 547 00:29:57,404 --> 00:29:58,970 Well, if only I played tennis. 548 00:29:58,971 --> 00:30:01,582 Actually, you do now. We do. 549 00:30:08,110 --> 00:30:10,242 No guy stuff. 550 00:30:10,243 --> 00:30:12,418 Well, I figured there wasn't one 551 00:30:12,419 --> 00:30:14,900 when nobody brought me flowers. 552 00:30:16,553 --> 00:30:18,642 This is Katie's room? 553 00:30:19,774 --> 00:30:21,514 Yeah. 554 00:30:21,515 --> 00:30:23,996 Doesn't look like she lives here. 555 00:30:25,301 --> 00:30:26,825 She doesn't. 556 00:30:27,956 --> 00:30:30,785 She went to live with Michael full-time. 557 00:30:32,352 --> 00:30:34,919 Why? What did I do? 558 00:30:34,920 --> 00:30:37,836 You were fighting all the time, and... 559 00:30:39,446 --> 00:30:42,101 you all decided it was best. 560 00:30:44,277 --> 00:30:46,582 I can't... I... 561 00:30:46,583 --> 00:30:49,064 She lied to me about it. 562 00:30:51,284 --> 00:30:53,721 I guess she felt like she had to. 563 00:30:55,984 --> 00:30:57,899 I know this is a lot. 564 00:31:01,250 --> 00:31:03,426 Thank you for bringing me home. 565 00:31:07,735 --> 00:31:10,476 I got a clean new phone for you. 566 00:31:10,477 --> 00:31:13,044 Programmed numbers in it for me, Michael, Katie, 567 00:31:13,045 --> 00:31:14,655 the hospital. 568 00:31:16,222 --> 00:31:18,441 Passcode's your birthday. 569 00:31:19,660 --> 00:31:21,488 I'll leave it on the bed. 570 00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:35,936 My God, I hate long division! 571 00:31:35,937 --> 00:31:38,330 It's gonna come in handy when you go to the mall 572 00:31:38,331 --> 00:31:40,419 with Michele and Kayla, 573 00:31:40,420 --> 00:31:45,293 and I give you $39 574 00:31:45,294 --> 00:31:47,513 and tell you that you each get a third. 575 00:31:47,514 --> 00:31:50,082 Come on, that's a good example. 576 00:31:51,126 --> 00:31:53,998 So, we each get $13. 577 00:31:53,999 --> 00:31:56,087 There you go. Perfect. 578 00:31:56,088 --> 00:31:58,916 But couldn't I just figure that out with my phone? 579 00:31:58,917 --> 00:32:03,182 Well, yes, technically you could, but... 580 00:32:13,018 --> 00:32:15,410 Listen, I know it doesn't feel like it, 581 00:32:15,411 --> 00:32:19,371 but I promise, your Mom'll come around. 582 00:32:19,372 --> 00:32:21,461 You've been saying that for two years. 583 00:32:57,018 --> 00:32:58,323 Hello. 584 00:32:58,324 --> 00:33:00,281 Just checking in. 585 00:33:00,282 --> 00:33:02,936 Still here. Didn't jump. 586 00:33:02,937 --> 00:33:05,156 You broke that vase, didn't you? 587 00:33:05,157 --> 00:33:07,288 Maybe. 588 00:33:07,289 --> 00:33:11,510 And maybe I'm sitting here looking at pictures of Danny. 589 00:33:11,511 --> 00:33:14,687 From my antiseptic, pre-furnished condo. 590 00:33:14,688 --> 00:33:17,255 I am so sorry for all the pain you're in. 591 00:33:17,256 --> 00:33:18,996 And that I hurt you. 592 00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:23,261 No! We promised to always tell each other the truth. 593 00:33:23,262 --> 00:33:26,307 You can't stop now, not when I need it the most. 594 00:33:26,308 --> 00:33:29,658 Okay. But just don't shut down and cover things up. 595 00:33:29,659 --> 00:33:32,619 Putting on a mask is not the answer. 596 00:33:35,404 --> 00:33:37,058 I'll call you tomorrow. 597 00:33:45,458 --> 00:33:47,025 It's a mask. 598 00:33:54,902 --> 00:33:57,164 - You should be at home. - It's about Simone. 599 00:33:57,165 --> 00:33:59,079 No. No. I'm not allowed to go near Simone. 600 00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:00,733 - I figured it out. - Look, you've got 601 00:34:00,734 --> 00:34:02,213 to be kidding me! - Listen! We've been thinking 602 00:34:02,214 --> 00:34:04,824 about it all wrong. We assumed that the issue 603 00:34:04,825 --> 00:34:06,652 with the platelets was because of the lupus. 604 00:34:06,653 --> 00:34:07,870 But what if it's not? 605 00:34:07,871 --> 00:34:11,178 What if the lupus is masking TTP? 606 00:34:11,179 --> 00:34:12,875 Yeah, I mean, yeah, her symptoms do match up. 607 00:34:12,876 --> 00:34:14,486 So she needs plasmapheresis. 608 00:34:14,487 --> 00:34:17,880 - No. No, that's too risky. - But we don't have a choice. 609 00:34:17,881 --> 00:34:19,839 There's a new drug, Caplacizumab. 610 00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:21,711 We can avoid plasma exchange altogether. 611 00:34:28,588 --> 00:34:30,589 Stay the hell away from us. My lawyer said 612 00:34:30,590 --> 00:34:32,417 not to talk to you. - Then just listen. 613 00:34:32,418 --> 00:34:33,635 We know how to treat your mother. 614 00:34:33,636 --> 00:34:34,854 You expect me to believe that? 615 00:34:34,855 --> 00:34:36,160 We didn't know before, but now-- 616 00:34:36,161 --> 00:34:38,162 If you don't go away, I'll call Dr. Miller. 617 00:34:38,163 --> 00:34:39,989 Listen, I understand that you're angry. All we want 618 00:34:39,990 --> 00:34:42,688 is to give-- - I don't care what you want! 619 00:34:42,689 --> 00:34:44,995 My mother is dying because of you. 620 00:34:46,432 --> 00:34:48,781 You're right. 621 00:34:48,782 --> 00:34:52,698 I made a mistake, and Simone is paying for it. 622 00:34:52,699 --> 00:34:54,700 You are paying for it. 623 00:34:54,701 --> 00:34:57,006 But I used to run this department, 624 00:34:57,007 --> 00:34:58,834 and I am telling you, all she needs 625 00:34:58,835 --> 00:35:00,880 is this one medication. 626 00:35:00,881 --> 00:35:05,276 Please let us fix this. While there's still time. 627 00:35:42,531 --> 00:35:46,317 Hey. You and your daughter, 628 00:35:46,318 --> 00:35:48,146 why aren't you close? 629 00:35:50,539 --> 00:35:52,759 I wish I knew. 630 00:35:57,242 --> 00:36:02,290 People say that parents love their child unconditionally. 631 00:36:04,553 --> 00:36:07,425 And, as a mom, 632 00:36:07,426 --> 00:36:09,732 I know that it's true. 633 00:36:11,647 --> 00:36:15,781 But that's not how it is for the kid, 634 00:36:15,782 --> 00:36:20,264 because they can feel all of the expectations 635 00:36:20,265 --> 00:36:22,918 and disappointments, 636 00:36:22,919 --> 00:36:25,444 and it's almost like there are all kinds of conditions. 637 00:36:27,707 --> 00:36:29,143 I think... 638 00:36:30,492 --> 00:36:32,276 I think it's kids 639 00:36:32,277 --> 00:36:35,062 who love their parents unconditionally. 640 00:36:36,237 --> 00:36:39,935 And they will forgive almost anything, 641 00:36:39,936 --> 00:36:43,288 because we always wanna have that connection. 642 00:36:44,376 --> 00:36:46,378 We always want our Mom. 643 00:36:51,644 --> 00:36:53,122 Excuse me. 644 00:36:53,123 --> 00:36:55,822 Simone's asking for her daughter. 645 00:37:08,356 --> 00:37:09,488 - Hey. - Hey. 646 00:37:11,533 --> 00:37:13,142 I heard you saved your roommate. 647 00:37:13,143 --> 00:37:15,971 That wasn't supposed to get back to you. 648 00:37:15,972 --> 00:37:17,495 HIPAA and all that. 649 00:37:20,847 --> 00:37:22,327 I... 650 00:37:23,763 --> 00:37:27,940 I pushed too hard and I'm sorry. 651 00:37:27,941 --> 00:37:33,773 I wanted so badly to be a doctor again, but... 652 00:37:35,209 --> 00:37:40,213 for all the wrong reasons. I was so desperate, 653 00:37:40,214 --> 00:37:43,261 just clinging to the only thing that... 654 00:37:45,567 --> 00:37:47,916 And then you said that I couldn't get it back. 655 00:37:47,917 --> 00:37:49,091 And I-- - I wasn't-- 656 00:37:49,092 --> 00:37:51,006 No. I-I know. It's... 657 00:37:51,007 --> 00:37:52,965 It's okay. I understand. 658 00:37:52,966 --> 00:37:55,098 But you were wrong. 659 00:37:56,099 --> 00:37:58,318 I will be a doctor again. 660 00:37:58,319 --> 00:38:02,409 Not here. But somebody will hire me. 661 00:38:02,410 --> 00:38:05,543 Because now, it's for the right reasons. I... 662 00:38:07,894 --> 00:38:09,808 Besides you and the kids, healing people 663 00:38:09,809 --> 00:38:15,204 is the thing that I loved most in this world. 664 00:38:15,205 --> 00:38:18,165 And I will get that back, at least. 665 00:38:24,998 --> 00:38:27,391 Do you remember my 40th birthday? 666 00:38:27,392 --> 00:38:31,133 Your folks took the kids, and you surprised me 667 00:38:31,134 --> 00:38:34,311 and took me to the George Cinq? 668 00:38:34,312 --> 00:38:38,097 The most romantic city in the world, 669 00:38:38,098 --> 00:38:41,493 and we never left the room. 670 00:38:43,146 --> 00:38:44,496 Yeah. 671 00:38:48,195 --> 00:38:50,545 That was two weeks ago for me. 672 00:38:53,287 --> 00:38:56,681 Amy, I should tell you... 673 00:38:56,682 --> 00:38:58,988 You've met someone? 674 00:38:59,554 --> 00:39:00,859 Yeah. I figured. 675 00:39:00,860 --> 00:39:02,991 We got divorced four years ago, 676 00:39:02,992 --> 00:39:04,603 so I figured. 677 00:39:06,605 --> 00:39:08,171 Are you married? 678 00:39:14,482 --> 00:39:17,442 I hope she appreciates what she has. 679 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:23,622 Wait a second. 680 00:39:36,243 --> 00:39:38,113 - This is Max. - It's Michael. 681 00:39:38,114 --> 00:39:41,203 We may have a problem with Dr. Larsen. 682 00:39:41,204 --> 00:39:44,381 - What about her? - Well, she's protected. 683 00:39:44,382 --> 00:39:46,513 By the Americans with Disabilities Act. 684 00:39:46,514 --> 00:39:49,298 You're not saying we have to bring her back? 685 00:39:49,299 --> 00:39:51,431 Well, by law, we have to try to supply 686 00:39:51,432 --> 00:39:54,478 a reasonable accommodation to reintegrate her. 687 00:39:54,479 --> 00:39:56,393 And what the hell is that gonna look like? 688 00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:58,830 We put, protocols in place. 689 00:39:58,831 --> 00:40:00,484 Testing, guardrails 690 00:40:00,485 --> 00:40:02,573 Come on, Michael. That's insane! 691 00:40:02,574 --> 00:40:04,444 Unless you want her marching in here with lawyers. 692 00:40:04,445 --> 00:40:06,185 Well, is she threatening to do that? 693 00:40:06,186 --> 00:40:08,840 - Not yet. - Well, then talk to her. 694 00:40:08,841 --> 00:40:10,145 This won't be good for anyone. 695 00:40:10,146 --> 00:40:12,887 I won't do that, Max. 696 00:40:12,888 --> 00:40:16,369 And you know her medical talent is undeniable. 697 00:40:16,370 --> 00:40:19,503 This is feeling awfully personal for you, Michael. 698 00:40:19,504 --> 00:40:23,071 A lawsuit will damage this hospital's reputation, 699 00:40:23,072 --> 00:40:25,509 and all that bad press is gonna make us seem heartless. 700 00:40:25,510 --> 00:40:27,032 This is professional. 701 00:40:27,033 --> 00:40:30,209 Well, I... I suppose 702 00:40:30,210 --> 00:40:33,038 I'll have to take it to the Board, then. 703 00:40:33,039 --> 00:40:35,041 I suppose you will. 704 00:40:39,915 --> 00:40:41,961 So you're still a great guy? 705 00:40:43,876 --> 00:40:45,616 I still try. 706 00:40:45,617 --> 00:40:50,448 Now go home and finish healing, and then we can get into this. 707 00:41:29,051 --> 00:41:31,575 He's not happy, but I think I'm safe for now. 708 00:41:31,576 --> 00:41:33,447 'Kay. 709 00:41:35,057 --> 00:41:37,320 I never did thank you. 710 00:41:38,191 --> 00:41:40,409 For the other day. For... 711 00:41:40,410 --> 00:41:42,324 helping me get up off the floor. 712 00:41:42,325 --> 00:41:44,370 I couldn't just leave you there. 713 00:41:44,371 --> 00:41:46,285 Of course you could've. 714 00:41:46,286 --> 00:41:49,289 If you hated me the way everyone else seemed to. 715 00:41:50,986 --> 00:41:52,771 I didn't hate you. 716 00:41:58,124 --> 00:42:00,126 There's something you should see. 717 00:42:21,669 --> 00:42:23,452 Mom? You okay? 718 00:42:23,453 --> 00:42:25,063 Yeah. 719 00:42:25,064 --> 00:42:28,936 Listen, um, about the other day-- 720 00:42:28,937 --> 00:42:30,329 I shouldn't have gotten so-- 721 00:42:30,330 --> 00:42:32,984 No. No, this is not on you. 722 00:42:32,985 --> 00:42:34,638 I screwed up. 723 00:42:34,639 --> 00:42:38,512 And, look, I know that you don't wanna talk about it yet. 724 00:42:39,644 --> 00:42:41,775 But I'm here, 725 00:42:41,776 --> 00:42:43,690 whenever you're ready. 726 00:42:43,691 --> 00:42:47,128 And-and whatever it is, if it's grief, or anger, 727 00:42:47,129 --> 00:42:49,174 I promise you, 728 00:42:49,175 --> 00:42:51,220 I can take it. 729 00:42:52,918 --> 00:42:56,269 And I love you unconditionally. 730 00:42:58,097 --> 00:42:59,533 That's all. 731 00:43:01,274 --> 00:43:03,797 Thank you, Mom. 732 00:43:03,798 --> 00:43:05,843 Good night, honey. 733 00:43:25,341 --> 00:43:28,518 difuze